unpredictable.

i just want to sleep and lay down alllll day! lol no im not depressed just my body is tired, especially from working out more often too. blahhh.

i wish he would just settle down. please. i love and want to be with you now. and you know this so pretty please? of course not though. if things worked out that easily then everyone would get what they want. you had to be difficult and stubborn and a bit wild right now. hmph.

really looking forward to the summer. very, very much :)

unbelievable

hi. first blog posting!

and of course, it's very much drama filled. it just amazes me how some people think they can just show up and expect forgiveness. you must prove yourself before you can be forgiven. seriously, i'm just shocked and appalled. "you'll feel so much better to resolve this." no thanks. i sleep just fine at night and it doesn't affect me in anyway. some people who leave high school don't know how to handle it and decide to create drama so they can talk about something. grow up kiddies. cant decide if i should be pissed about tonight or shrug it off like i do about all their stupid shenanigans.

issue #2: him. i'm made to look like the crazy one for being crazy and holding onto him. but technically, he hasn't really let go either since we're still discussing past and future things. idk. lots of fights but there are a few positives that keeps me hopeful. guess we shall see.